Feeling........Ugly?

There was a game many moons ago on the PC called "The 7th Guest." It was a puzzle/adventure game, and nearing the end of the came you arrive at a maze. When you make a mistake in the maze, a creepy male voice pops up at says, "Feeling.... loneeee-lllyyyy?" (Please note the exaggeration of lonely).

Lately? I have changed that to feeling ugly. Fat, ugly, unattractive. Whatever. You might as well hop in a bus and run me over because there is a good chance it will be a vast improvement on the slate I am working with here. It's a constant battle. Sharp features, alien-like without make up (courtesy of my naturally blonde hair) and... well. Let's just say Tara isn't having an "I am so hot" day, week, or month.

There are, however, worse things going on in the world, and alot of people worse off than I am. And for some reason, they all seem much more comfortable in their own skin than I am. There are times, granted, when I feel great. And then, there are times, when I just want to hide under a big ole granite rock.

It's not so much that I need to work out (I've lost considerable weight, and toned up). It's the facial stuff. I feel.. ucky. I know some of you out there are going to tell me I'm being stupid. And it's likely that I am... but I just don't feel great. Since I know there are only a handful of people who know me and are reading this, I am comfortable in professing my recent personal disgust. To all of you who don't know me that stumbled upon me? Back off. I'm having a bad week.

I hope all is well (and pretty, and comfortable...) in your world.

P.S. Six sleeps til London