Sunday, June 19, 2005

Clearly Deluded

So I recently discovered certain persons have found my blog without asking me for the address... certain proficient people. I don't know why I had assumed that no one cared about what I write here (other than myself and a few others) but I just.. assumed. I mean this HAS to be boring for y'all to read right??? This year I have had two shockers on who was reading my blog.... I should probably be a little careful about what I say.. I've been deluded about the privacy of this site for some time... I mean, I'm glad you guys are reading... but I'm also amazed that you are.

Kat had her twins for those of you out there who know her, 2 girls, Danica and Taryn. They were born on June 13th at 4:20 and 4:25 respectively. Both mother and babies are doing well.

Oh.. in other random and disjointed thoughts... There are a few people at school who every time they see me I am miserable. They probably think I spend my life miserable... but it's actually the opposite. I am, generally speaking, a happy person. For the most part, the reasons behind my moods at school is just fluke.. I run into these people when I'm in a bad mood. The other part of the problem is school and its chain reaction of events in life just tends to stress me out and make me feel uncomfortable - I am not comfortable socializing with people that I know the minute I leave will have some nasty comment to spout. I have a problem with people being fake... and so I choose not to involve myself. It just so happens, that being in that school-clique atmosphere literally makes me grumpy and makes everything else seem like it too, is problematic. I know I'll have to deal with this when I get out of school, but until then I can make the choice not to involve myself.

I ran into someone from school the other day... the minute I saw them I remembered them spouting some nasty b.s. in my ethics class... and they came running up to me like "OMG HI!!!!" and I was like "OMG NOOOOO!" I mean, why bother like we like one another when we obviously would rather have a cavity filled without freezing? A smile and nod of recognition would have been more than sufficient for my needs.

It's Father's Day. I've got to call Grumpy. Maybe I'll be around again soon... and if not, there are always the archives....

I hope all is well in your world.

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