So It's Really Late, But...

It is presently 1:43am PST and I really should be in bed. I have said my goodnights to those I love and was just about to put on some OTR when I decided to take a minute to sprawl out what's on my mind, in hopes of enjoying a good nights sleep.

Yesterday upon arriving at the Campbell River Store, my Mom mentioned she got me a gift. She had picked me up a pair of J-Lo's comfy pants, in Ivory. I was psyched and grateful. She said to me "They cost as much as a full suit would have, but I thought that you have been working hard and really deserved them." There are times in your life when you really need to hear such wonderful things, and it truly warmed my heart to know that she noticed. It also motivated me to do better. I love my parents. They are wonderful people, even with all their faults. We all have faults, and it is easiest to pick out the faults of those you love. You may not always like them, but when it all comes down to it, you always love them.

Dad came home from Florida tonight - he had an ASHI conference there. I drove to the airport and back to pick him up. It was a surprise for him, as a friend was supposed to grab him because Mom has to work in the morning - we made the trip and it was a great time. He brought me back a comfy pair of PJ's - the one gift I really missed at Christmas. They are Pooh PJ's and they glow in the dark - not very sexy but every so comfy... I think D will like them because he will be able to find me in the dark :D

School is soo huge this semester. I have a HUGE marketing plan, a HUGE business plan, 4 HUGE projects in CBSY ... and math again. The good news is that I have very little reading to do, and therefore should have little to no problem completing the tasks. I will have to learn to delegate better in the business plan, and to be proactive and self-motivated for the marketing plan. For CBSY - well it is the least of my worries.. as it is this time that i absolutely MUST complete math.

The fish are doing well... I presently house 1 male betta, 2 ghost catfish, 3 guppies, 5 neon tetras.. and an african dwarf frog. They are truly wonderful creatures and I hope I can give them as good of a life as possible... perhaps this means upgrading the tank... no.. must stop the addiction. Chad (my brother) has also been a saint and been feeding the fish while I am away at D's.

Speaking of D - since I know he never reads my blog, I can splurge out my thoughts about him here.. right now.. knowing that most of the people who read this.. who REALLY read this, know me. We (D and I) are doing soooo well. At least in my opinion. As with any relationships there are things that need to be improved - but I know what they are. It is just a matter of doing it - which I keep having ideas for but never seem to follow through. And once I have let fear hold me back, I hear my Dad's voice say "don't let fear alone hold you back." I think it is time that I listened to him before I am defeated. Last weekend was great and I really felt as if we laughed alot (which is always a good thing) and had a good time with one another. I enjoyed his company as usual, but for some reason it was more so. I left feeling revitalized and rejuvenated. I only hope I do the same thing for him.

I am going to see Buena Vista Social Club with my parents again - this time in March. I am, of course, truly looking forward to this as well. Last time, we saw Omara Portuondo (SP?) and while she was wonderful, Ibrahim Ferrer is amazing (this is mainly because his music is more upbeat, as Omara is more smooth and jazzy) and I know we will have a wonderful time. I love having a common interest with my parents - luckily for me, they are very passionate about different types of music - as am I. While we don't always agree, I can comfortably say that this time we do.

I realize this is a ridiculously long post, but I thought I should give you all something to read. I have neglected my blog lately, but soo much has been going on that I haven't had the time to write.... on a final note, I will summarize what happened after the last post.

The friend in question was missing the happy pills... it was all a misunderstanding and he/she was back to their wonderful self later on. Funny thing is I should have known from their behaviour. Oh well, life goes on... as per usual.

On a final note: If you pray, please pray for the following things,
1. My aunt - she has been getting fibroid cysts in scary places.
2. The world - lately it seems that we are doomed - at least if Bush, Sadam, and that guy from N. Korea have their way.
3. My Mom and Nunna - Both have health issues

Thanks... It is much appreciated!

I hope all is well in your world, as usual you can reach me by my home email (which those who know me, have) or by the link on your right. Of course you could always post your thoughts on the little comment box below.