Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Good Morning World....

I've got to get ready for my meeting, but something wonderful happened and I just had to share.

I woke up to no email.

Now I know to some of you this isn't a big deal... but in the last 2 weeks of June or so, I received 143 emails that I had to reply to... this is not including junk mail... and this is in ONE account. Waking up to no email was a very freeing experience, and makes me wonder what the day holds for me...

I hope all is well in your world... watch Wimbledon if its not!

June Sucks, and Other Random Thoughts

June sucks. This one teacher has crunched EVERYTHING into June. When June is over, July comes, and then life is not SOOO much of a crisis. Actually, I am getting some good stuff done so soon, that I might actually remain sane... broke, but sane.

It is 12:29am. I am tired and I have a meeting in the morning but I want to hear a little more of Howard Stern before I go to sleep... I am entirely entertained by Howard and the crew and I must admit its quite the stress relief for me.

I've been playing fair amount of tennis lately, but yesterday topped the cake. We were having a great time, it was muggy and shady, and in comes these people who decided they wanted to kick us off the court - and they weren't doing it politely. Sometimes I hate to even bother arguing so I just let it go... D was pissed because we let them win, but I just didn't feel like fighting - and we were on the court for nearly an hour so my stamina was minimal... funny thing is that as soon as the woman pissed me off I started wailing on the ball... I noticed that when we went to the driving range this weekend too... I pictured the ball as various persons head and it went flying. I found out who I am angry with and who I am not.. rather theraputic really.

I recently found out my dog things she is the queen of the house. Okay so who am I kidding I always knew that.. I mean she's spoiled. We did this test.. and it turns out she does everything she shouldn't. We'd like to fix it but I'm such a softy it just isn't going to work.

How disjointed are these thoughts? Maybe it will help me sleep to get them all out. I know I'm going to lay in bed and instantly start thinking about the multitude of things I need to do, or projects to develop.. or.. or.. eff it. I'm going to bed.

I hope all is well in your world........................................... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Clearly Deluded

So I recently discovered certain persons have found my blog without asking me for the address... certain proficient people. I don't know why I had assumed that no one cared about what I write here (other than myself and a few others) but I just.. assumed. I mean this HAS to be boring for y'all to read right??? This year I have had two shockers on who was reading my blog.... I should probably be a little careful about what I say.. I've been deluded about the privacy of this site for some time... I mean, I'm glad you guys are reading... but I'm also amazed that you are.

Kat had her twins for those of you out there who know her, 2 girls, Danica and Taryn. They were born on June 13th at 4:20 and 4:25 respectively. Both mother and babies are doing well.

Oh.. in other random and disjointed thoughts... There are a few people at school who every time they see me I am miserable. They probably think I spend my life miserable... but it's actually the opposite. I am, generally speaking, a happy person. For the most part, the reasons behind my moods at school is just fluke.. I run into these people when I'm in a bad mood. The other part of the problem is school and its chain reaction of events in life just tends to stress me out and make me feel uncomfortable - I am not comfortable socializing with people that I know the minute I leave will have some nasty comment to spout. I have a problem with people being fake... and so I choose not to involve myself. It just so happens, that being in that school-clique atmosphere literally makes me grumpy and makes everything else seem like it too, is problematic. I know I'll have to deal with this when I get out of school, but until then I can make the choice not to involve myself.

I ran into someone from school the other day... the minute I saw them I remembered them spouting some nasty b.s. in my ethics class... and they came running up to me like "OMG HI!!!!" and I was like "OMG NOOOOO!" I mean, why bother like we like one another when we obviously would rather have a cavity filled without freezing? A smile and nod of recognition would have been more than sufficient for my needs.

It's Father's Day. I've got to call Grumpy. Maybe I'll be around again soon... and if not, there are always the archives....

I hope all is well in your world.